I don't even know how to describe how I feel right now.
My pdoc appointment was...okay I guess. I didn't get any relief out of it. Oh well, at least I got my meds.
I'm supposed to have a therapist appointment tomorrow. If she takes my insurance. The receptionist didn't call me back so I'm assuming all is well.
Tomorrow will be a busy day. I have work, then a dinner, then the appointment, then a DBSA meeting. I guess that's good. I seem to get depressed when I come home. Probably because I finally turn off and it all comes crashing down. I don't know what to do about that.
One of the blogs I read had an entry. She has a daughter who will be arriving to school next week at the college that I work. It was really weird to read that. It was like a connection. And I thought about telling the author this but then I thought, what if it's not appreciated. What if it's like her virtual world invading her real world? That's kind of how I felt when I read the post. So I'll stay silent.
I'm just really, really down right now.
Ari,
ReplyDeleteI know this may not make you feel any better - but I always like to say that What goes up must come down, and so what comes down, must go UP.
I guess I'm trying to say that I'm really sorry you feel down right now, but I hope things will look UP for you soon.
I feel pretty low today today - but I've been trying to tell myself that things can be like this - it goes up and down. So I hope the low part passes by soon.