Arduous Reality

It is a long and arduous journey.

I don't even know if I used that word correctly.

The stress levels are up. The anxiety is up. Communication via internet is way, way down. I've taken some time away to try to work out the mess in my mind.

If you can't tell this hasn't been entirely successful.

All I know is full-time work is becoming less and less manageable. I now stand at the crossroads between change and non-change. We'll see what happens. I'm stressed. I'm worried about things not changing, and I'm afraid of what will need to be done if they do change.

Sorry I'm being vague but the current situation calls for it.

I will have more in a few days.