Rejected

I'm part of two mailing lists: one for bpd and one for bipolar-bpd. I'm feeling very rejected by both of them lately. I posted a link to the online bpd magazine. I don't know if that's somehow against the rules of the groups, but I don't think either of those emails went out. I'm afraid that I did something wrong. I hate how such little things can affect me so much. I was in a relatively good mood before this.