Sometimes I wonder, if I just start thinking I don't have BPD or Bipolar, will I stop having it? Isn't "mind over matter" supposed to be this great mantra to overcome obstacles. Why can't I just wish it away? It's weird. Sometimes I want to have this. It's something that makes me unique. Makes me special. But then something will happen. Or I'll do or say something stupid because I'm too impulsive and then it's like: screw you. I don't want you anymore.
So yes, I want to be special. Everybody does. But most of the time I just want to be normal.
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